I believe in karma, I believe in god. I must say that I'm not proud of all the bad and stupid (really stupid) things I've done these past few days. I've hurt someone a lot, more than I had ever expected to hurt someone.
It's generally known that I feel little to nothing of regret. But right now, it's consuming me. I know it sounds really selfish, but that's the way it is, I regret all those stupid things I did and said. I really wish I could take them back.
I know I can't, and there's nothing I can say to make things right again. I just want you to know I'm sorry, really, really sorry.
I know that, in time, karma will work in its mysterious ways and I will be forced to pay three times what I did. Maybe I will even burn forever in the flames of hell. I just hope, really hope, I will pay my debt with the universe, no matter in what way.